I’m Not Your Warzone

演唱:Meowtastic Studio
I was ten when the silence got loud
You fought with your eyes while I watched from the crowd
Slamming doors like a chorus I couldn’t unhear
You left love in pieces, scattered with fear
I begged for the calm, I prayed for a truce
But your pride played chess, and I was the excuse
Torn like the photos you threw in the bin
Still smiling in frames, while dying within
I didn’t ask to be your battleground
To hear you scream, to watch you drown
In hate that once wore wedding rings
Now I just want to burn those things
I’m not your warzone, not your shield, not your blame
I’m the child in the middle of your shame
I didn’t break it, so don’t throw me the shards
This divorce ain't just yours—it's tearing my heart
I’m not your reason, I’m not your proof
I’m not your messenger of half-baked truths
I’m sick of the lies, the guilt, the show
Why’d you bring me here if this is all you know?
Weekends are trade-offs, homes become walls
I pack my bag like a prisoner on call
“Tell your dad this,” “Tell your mom that”
Like I’m your damn mailman—no kid deserves that
I memorized court dates better than school
Your love was a joke, your hate broke the rules
I see your flaws clearer than your vows
You’re both still selfish, even now
Stop pretending I’m okay with the split
You moved on fast, I still sit in the pit
Two Christmas trees, two birthday cakes
But one heart that never really aches
I’m not your warzone, not your shield, not your blame
I’m the child in the middle of your shame
I didn’t break it, so don’t throw me the shards
This divorce ain't just yours—it's tearing my heart
I’m not your closure, I’m not your voice
Don’t make me pick when there was never a choice
I’m done with pretending, I want you to know
You broke me too when you let it all go
You say “we did our best,” but did you see me cry?
Sleeping with headphones just to mute the fight
You say, “We still love you,” but I feel the cracks
Love shouldn’t hurt like a panic attack
I’m not your warzone, not your wound to dress
I’m not the prize in your guilt-ridden mess
You broke a home and thought I’d be fine
But I’m still bleeding in every line
I’m not your echo, I’m not your side
I'm not here to help your egos collide
You want forgiveness? Then fix what you’ve done
Or raise me in ruins, like you’ve already begun
You walked away from each other so fast...
But I still walk through the rubble you left
I was your kid... not your collateral
But you made me... your collateral

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