ghost of my decisions

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Ghost of My Decisions - demxntia
I always seem to end up
In the same position
It feels like my actions
Go against my intentions
And I can't stand the fact that
I can't even remember
The reasons to the words
That I've said before
And I can't seem to hide
My pointless emotions
It's not like it'll change
As much as I want it to
It cuts like a knife
Whenever we're talking
But it's torture whenever we're not
So I'm d**ned if I do
And I'm d**ned if I don't
Now the ghost of my decisions
They won't let me rest
And I am drowned by the feeling
Of nothing but regret
And I know that I deserved this
Never ending cycle
Of torture when I see you're eyes
And the ghost of my decisions
Will always be haunting me
At night when I'm alone
I can't even comprehend what was
Going through my head
When I said I couldn't love you
Now it's all that I wish I could do
For you
For you
'Casue it cuts like a knife
Whenever we're talking
But it's torture whenever we're not
So I'm d**ned if I do
And I'm d**ned if I don't
Now the ghost of my decisions
They won't let me rest
And I am drowned by the feeling
Of nothing but regret
And I know that I deserved this
Never ending cycle
Of torture when I see you're eyes
And the ghost of my decisions
Will always be haunting me
At night when I'm alone
I can't even comprehend what was
Going through my head
When I said I couldn't love you
Now it's all that I wish I could do
For you
For you
For you
For you