Autobiography
演唱：AaRONAaRON - Autobiography
Written by：Nehemiah Aaron Amoyo Veloso
Composed by：Nehemiah Aaron Amoyo Veloso
I'm listening to a song that I can't hear
Like battling in a war where I can't win
Cause I don't know who's the enemy
And later on I found out that the enemy
I've been searching for is me
This ain't a poetry this ain't a democracy
There ain't no jokes to hear in here or even philosophy
What you are about to hear is my whole life
And it's yours to tell me if I'm living it right
Well at first I was a kid so sweet so innocent
All I know is play and pray and catch my breath
Running in the court with my friends
Wishing those time didn't really come into an end
But as I look behind there all gone
I really thought I had them all along
And I thought I had to man up
And face this world alone
And back then that's all I've ever known
Yeah that's all I've ever known
And then I grow up to a man or so I thought
Buying thing I thought was meant to be bought
Drinking smoking parties man
Those times were so dark and never ending
I always try to prevent myself from being insane
But I'm having a hard time thinking straight
I became rebellious I thought doing
What's in my way will set me free
But it turns out to be another prison I made in me
I wreck and broke myself and I wreck people
I turned against the rules of my religion
A soldier with no mission
There's no more direction I lose my purpose
And keep on losing things that matters the most
I've hurt people that I love and I bleed
And I know that I'm the reason why they leave
And I feel sick emotionally as I go to bed
And through that time I wish myself dead
Yeah I wish myself dead
I always wish myself dead
Yo I wish you're listening
But then I woke up I see a new beginning
I see the sun
Rising through the shadows of my room until it's gone
And then I heard a sound a voice it's calling me
He said he knows the way to set me free
So I follow the voice and do just what it says
I opened the door in my room and I saw the stairs
He said bring everything you need and go up
Don't stop and call me when you've reach the top
So what I did is I remove the things
That's weighing me down
Then I took my first step of freedom d**n it's so hard
But I felt relieve the moment that I stepped outside
It's like I've been saved from the storms of my life
And then I keep on moving forward
And as I walk I realize this whole time
That if I'm not a coward
And started to think wise and wake up
From this nightmare then I
Will get a long and meaningful life
But as I live I get a chance to change
To fight for my freedom to free myself from chains
But this is not the end it's only the beginning
The only difference now is that I'm winning
All I have to do is keep on doing what I'm doing
Never stop living and learning
Believe that I can make in to the end
Protect and prevent myself from falling from my old selfish self
From my old selfish self
This ain't a poetry this ain't a democracy
There ain't no jokes to hear in here or even philosophy
What you've just heard is my whole life
Now it's yours to tell me if I'm living it right
Written by：Nehemiah Aaron Amoyo Veloso
Composed by：Nehemiah Aaron Amoyo Veloso
I'm listening to a song that I can't hear
Like battling in a war where I can't win
Cause I don't know who's the enemy
And later on I found out that the enemy
I've been searching for is me
This ain't a poetry this ain't a democracy
There ain't no jokes to hear in here or even philosophy
What you are about to hear is my whole life
And it's yours to tell me if I'm living it right
Well at first I was a kid so sweet so innocent
All I know is play and pray and catch my breath
Running in the court with my friends
Wishing those time didn't really come into an end
But as I look behind there all gone
I really thought I had them all along
And I thought I had to man up
And face this world alone
And back then that's all I've ever known
Yeah that's all I've ever known
And then I grow up to a man or so I thought
Buying thing I thought was meant to be bought
Drinking smoking parties man
Those times were so dark and never ending
I always try to prevent myself from being insane
But I'm having a hard time thinking straight
I became rebellious I thought doing
What's in my way will set me free
But it turns out to be another prison I made in me
I wreck and broke myself and I wreck people
I turned against the rules of my religion
A soldier with no mission
There's no more direction I lose my purpose
And keep on losing things that matters the most
I've hurt people that I love and I bleed
And I know that I'm the reason why they leave
And I feel sick emotionally as I go to bed
And through that time I wish myself dead
Yeah I wish myself dead
I always wish myself dead
Yo I wish you're listening
But then I woke up I see a new beginning
I see the sun
Rising through the shadows of my room until it's gone
And then I heard a sound a voice it's calling me
He said he knows the way to set me free
So I follow the voice and do just what it says
I opened the door in my room and I saw the stairs
He said bring everything you need and go up
Don't stop and call me when you've reach the top
So what I did is I remove the things
That's weighing me down
Then I took my first step of freedom d**n it's so hard
But I felt relieve the moment that I stepped outside
It's like I've been saved from the storms of my life
And then I keep on moving forward
And as I walk I realize this whole time
That if I'm not a coward
And started to think wise and wake up
From this nightmare then I
Will get a long and meaningful life
But as I live I get a chance to change
To fight for my freedom to free myself from chains
But this is not the end it's only the beginning
The only difference now is that I'm winning
All I have to do is keep on doing what I'm doing
Never stop living and learning
Believe that I can make in to the end
Protect and prevent myself from falling from my old selfish self
From my old selfish self
This ain't a poetry this ain't a democracy
There ain't no jokes to hear in here or even philosophy
What you've just heard is my whole life
Now it's yours to tell me if I'm living it right