Before Saying It

I don't know
If this is the time I have to go
If you're being told
All the things that you should've known
Then this is my apology
For the latency
I mean it sincerely
I wanted to say
But hard to describe these feelings
Cause I don't even know me
Cause I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
Another one you lied
Another one who left
Down and down out
And I don't wanna see
I don't wanna see
I don't wanna see
Another time we fight
Another time we cry
All day on edge
But we still
Couldn't pretend that we had healed
Trapped in jail
In the name of love we build
But now I see
That you and me
Only torture each other slowly
Let's stop this hate
And preserve this plate
Though my heart still aches quietly
Cause I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
Another one you lied
Another one who left
Down and down out
And I don't wanna see
I don't wanna see
I don't wanna see
Another time we fight
Another time we cry
All day on edge
How can we go back in circles
Trapped in this pattern for more than once
The silence spread
Shouldn't we just break this circle
And let this jail collapse on itself
Never go back in time
Now you're gone forever
And I'm dumb forever