Getting Older

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Getting Older - Wonderly/FINNEAS
Composed by：Billie Eilish O'Connell/Finneas O'Connell
I'm getting older I think I'm aging well
I wish someone had told me
I'd be doing this by myself
There's reasons that I'm thankful
There's a lot I'm grateful for
But it's different when a stranger's
Always waiting by your door
Which is ironic 'cause the
Strangers seem to want me more
Than anyone before anyone before doo doo doo
Too bad they're usually deranged
Last week I realized I crave pity
When I retell a story
I make everything sound worse
Can't shake the feeling that
I'm just bad at healing
And maybe that's the reason
Every sentence sounds rehearsed
Which is ironic because when I wasn't honest
I was still being ignored
Lying for attention just to get neglection
Now we're estranged
Things I once enjoyed ooo
Just keep me employed now
Things I'm longing for ooo
Someday I'll be bored of
It's so weird
That we care so much until we don't
I'm getting older I've got more on my shoulders
But I'm getting better at admitting when I'm wrong
I'm happier than ever at least that's my endeavor
To keep myself together and prioritize my pleasure
'Cause to be honest I just wish that what I promise
Would depend on what I'm given not on his permission
Wasn't my decision to be abused
Things I once enjoyed ooo
Just keep me employed now
Things I'm longing for ooo
Someday I'll be bored of
It's so weird
That we care so much until we don't
Next week I be I'm somewhere laughing
For anybody asking I promise I'll be fine
I've had some trauma did things I didn't wanna
Was too afraid to tell ya but now I think it's time