BLAK

In the grip of daylight
I’m chained down to this occasion
Of giving up on everything I own
My broken little spirit
Wish that I can fight and save it
Cause I’m over being stuck in this hole
Nobody understands
How it truly feels every night over here
When my lights are turned down low
But if I can be honest for one minute
I’d bet that you’d never guess that
I suffer from drowning while I’m afloat
In my head
It’s always fall
Wishing I could change the weather
Everything feels so out of control when
I can’t turn it off
It’s all in my head
There’s nothing wrong
It’s gonna get a little better when
I ditch this shit and let it go
My dichotomy of existence turned into taking a beating
No meaning behind a dream if it’s woke
They tell me to be grateful for whatever I put on this fucking table
But when I think I should be full I’m hallow
I’d rather starve to death
Than sit through another meeting
With all of these people that I don’t know
I must’ve made a few mistakes
Trying to get my life straight in this god damn heaven
I’d rather live in hell than with this sorrow
In my head
It’s always fall
Wishing I could change the weather
Everything feels so out of control when
I can’t turn it off
It’s all in my head
There’s nothing wrong
It’s gonna get a little better when
I ditch this shit and let it go
Teach me how to live just like you do
Teach me how to be just like you
Teach me how to live just like you do
Teach me how to be just like you
In my head
It’s always fall
Wishing I could change the weather
Everything feels so out of control when
I can’t turn it off
It’s all in my head
There’s nothing wrong
It’s gonna get a little better when
I ditch this shit and let it go